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||| G E N E R A L ||| | i feel | crap. sad. lonely. the usual | | i wish | i could lose weight quicker | | i am | an idiot. & sitting here feeling bored.. | | thinking | wonder if A.D.. is alright, & would like to talk to J | | music | Rollin' by Limp Bizkit [don't ask] no! now it's Adema | ||| W E i G H T ||| | goal | 80 lbs (36.4kg) (BMI = 12) | | highest | 121lbs (55kg) (BMI = 18.1) | lowest | 112lbs (50.9kg) (BMI = 16.8) | currently | 115lbs (52.3kg) (BMI = 17.3) | | amount lost overall | 9lbs (4.1kg) (just over half a stone) | ||| a little about av.. ||| i'm very strange. i am.. a self-harmer, i am anorexic, i deal with depression, low self-esteem, & god knows what else. music-wise.. i never say what i like because it never seems to live up to anyone's standards, to be honest.. i could listen to anything respectively. um. for example? Lost Prophets, Adema, KoRn, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit, Stone Sour, etc. then there's the whole thing about... erm, because i sort of like music, as in creating my own, then i'd listen to The Corrs, or some of my sister's CD's [Amy Studt, Delta Goodrem, etc.] but only because if i made my own music, i couldn't do all the hardcore shouty stuff. hehe... sorry. i'll shut up.

||| the 'if' guide to av |||

[1] if i ever say "i don't know" it always means i do.
[2] if something's funny i'll say "that's so unfunny".
[3] if something really matters to me i'll say "it doesn't matter."
[4] if i want your attention, i'll put my hand up.
[5] if something is important, & i want you to understand, i'll say "nevermind."
[6] if i can't think of anything to say, i'll ask you: "red or blue?"
[7] if i want to answer, but i'm stuck, i'll say "hmm." to let you see i've acknowledged what you've said.
[8] if i say "mm" it's different from "hmm".
[9] if i smile, i either really mean it.. or i'm faking.
[10] if i say i'm fine, it means i'm definitely not.

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msn.. probably doesn't work though

Athena um, this is an old friend of mine. sometimes you're inspired by someone when they do something that is truly amazing. Athena did this ---> email@emailaddress.com